I've been thinking about getting my CCW for many years. For many reasons, I have always talked myself out of it. In the wake of Paris and San Bernardino and others I think it's time I go though the mental preparation I need to follow though. I know myself...I get nervous in the wake of a disastrous situation and don't always think clearly and with the proper emotion.
For instance, I woke up at 2 am hearing my dog (border collie) crying and whaling. I looked out the window and saw the two next door pit bulls circling her biting her face chest and belly. I went and got my 1911 and went out there half asleep. My gun , always locked and loaded was ready...but I wasn't. I shoot this thing all the time....accurately! But in the emergency situation I wasn't thinking clearly. Instead of clicking the safety down I pushed the release and dropped the magazine on the ground. Not realizing I still had the round in the chamber I got the magazine reloaded and cocked the gun ejecting the round and pointed to aim. By then the dogs had begin to run and I shot several towards them missing all.
This taught me a very good lesson on my family's safety. I need more training and need to run multiple scenarios to get practice. A close officer friend of mine talked me of the ledge and said all I needed was muscle memory. He said when the shit hits the fan your body takes over and mine didn't know what to do due to lack of situational practice.
So giving this incident, it's further increased my worries of holding a CCW. It's a massive responsibly that I do not take lightly.
So I'd like to know from those with experience, what's the best path going forward to be a skilled, emotionally sound, and responsible CCW holder ready to protect family, co-workers, strangers etc. if the situation would arise? I don't think some shooting classes, a test, and a letter to the sheriff is enough, for me anyway.
I'm not interested in a gun debate, a CCW debate, etc. This is simply for us that agree it's needed to protect us from our hidden enemies.
For instance, I woke up at 2 am hearing my dog (border collie) crying and whaling. I looked out the window and saw the two next door pit bulls circling her biting her face chest and belly. I went and got my 1911 and went out there half asleep. My gun , always locked and loaded was ready...but I wasn't. I shoot this thing all the time....accurately! But in the emergency situation I wasn't thinking clearly. Instead of clicking the safety down I pushed the release and dropped the magazine on the ground. Not realizing I still had the round in the chamber I got the magazine reloaded and cocked the gun ejecting the round and pointed to aim. By then the dogs had begin to run and I shot several towards them missing all.
This taught me a very good lesson on my family's safety. I need more training and need to run multiple scenarios to get practice. A close officer friend of mine talked me of the ledge and said all I needed was muscle memory. He said when the shit hits the fan your body takes over and mine didn't know what to do due to lack of situational practice.
So giving this incident, it's further increased my worries of holding a CCW. It's a massive responsibly that I do not take lightly.
So I'd like to know from those with experience, what's the best path going forward to be a skilled, emotionally sound, and responsible CCW holder ready to protect family, co-workers, strangers etc. if the situation would arise? I don't think some shooting classes, a test, and a letter to the sheriff is enough, for me anyway.
I'm not interested in a gun debate, a CCW debate, etc. This is simply for us that agree it's needed to protect us from our hidden enemies.
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